Bashful

by Danielle Durack

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1.
Start 04:21
How do I start How do I start From the bottom How do I start How do I start From the bottom From where I stand I can see it I can see it Out on the horizon And when it's dark I can feel it Yeah I can feel it It's in my heart Where do I go Now that I'm here Oh it used to be so simple It used to seem so clear Then all at once It faded out And all the lies I chose They were not my own And now I know It's not a game You have to want it more than anything And now I know It's not a game You have to want it more than anything at all The stars in my eyes They scare my mother They make her wonder How on earth I will survive But all I know Is it never mattered One way or another I'll make it by
2.
Sunshine 03:09
What to say to make it right Walked away again last night Trying to change It's just taking time You are the sun when I wake up in the morning You're my strength when I got nothing to give You are the reason I'm not afraid of living Why I'm giving what I'm giving Why I'm spending my days with you Trying to stand with my head held high Keeping in the light But it's so easy to not feel so deserving I guess I'll just keep trying You are the sun when I wake up in the morning You're my strength when I got nothing to give You are the reason that I'm not afraid of dying Why I'm choosing every moment to live You're like sunshine and 75 Your brown eyes and your heavenly smile Can't breathe when you're not around You're holding me down Yeah you're holding me down You're like sunshine and 75 Your brown eyes and your heavenly smile Can't breathe when you're not around You're holding me down Yeah you're holding me down You are the sun when I wake up in the morning You're my strength when I got nothing to give You are the reason that I'm not afraid of dying Why I'm choosing every moment to live
3.
I'm sure you noticed I can’t do without I'm sure you noticed I get anxious when you’re not around God knows I told you bout the nightmares God knows that was a mistake I really don’t want you believing that you’re everything to me I took your words and wrapped them round my heart Never questioned your intentions I just opened right up I gave you everything from the very start Maybe too much, too much comfort When she broke your heart Oh you know just what to say To make my knees collapse Yeah those pleading eyes Will have me running right back Don’t know how many times that You’ve torn me apart You never cared You’ve never known How to hold my heart It’s so pathetic God, there’s so much shame How I can sit here wanting more after feeling this way And you don’t see no problem Don’t think it’s worth your time Maybe one day I’ll find someone With a love like mine Oh you know just what to say to make my knees collapse Yeah those pleading eyes will have me running right back Don’t know how many times that You’ve torn me apart You never cared You’ve never known How to hold my heart So say the words that will make this better Make all your promises that hold no water If I give you the chance I’ll lose all your respect If I give you the chance It’ll happen again You might have noticed I won’t go without I’ve worked too hard to love myself To sit here and let you put me down I gave forgiveness maybe one too many shots I wish you cared I wish you knew how to hold My heart
4.
Last Summer 04:37
Summer as it stands it’s just slipping through my fingers All despite my steady hands I still couldn’t seem to keep her And the more I think about it The less I really want it around Summer as it stands It’s just burning me all over I’ve come to terms with who I am I just don’t know if I like her Yeah the one I’d like to be Seems forever out of reach Well I’ve forgotten Where I started And I've lost all sense of hope Can’t seem to remember How I got here But I've made it back before How is it possible that I lost it all So early on I don’t want to lose it all I don’t want to lose my heart Summer as it stands It’s been bringing out the fault lines It gets harder to pretend With every single day that goes by And the lines on her face Hardly make it any easier to stay Oh, summer as it stands It’s been ripping us apart I'm still learning every day How to mend your broken heart Oh but you’re gonna make it I know that you’ll take it And make it so beautiful Well I’ve forgotten Where I started And I've lost all sense of hope Can’t seem to remember How I got here But I've made it back before How is it possible that I lost it all So early on I don’t want to lose it all I don’t want to lose my heart I just gotta wind down Remember why I started Maybe a hole in the ground Or just a space in the closet Cause if it’s not one thing It’s another And if it’s one thing There’s still another God I can’t pull myself together Being pulled in all directions Oh I can make it A little longer Oh I’m a fighter Not a goner Oh no one said that this life would be easy But I’m gonna make it as long as it takes me Well I’ve forgotten Where I started And I've lost all sense of hope Can’t seem to remember How I got here But I've made it back before How is it possible that I lost it all So early on I don’t want to lose it all I don’t want to lose my heart
5.
I woke from a dream where I lost all my teeth I don’t know what it means but it had me feeling Like something was there on the tip of my tongue Like some words of communion I wish I remembered them I think it was important I’m always so anxious so passive aggressive Wish I could just live with the things that have happened But they’ll take their toll, oh, and I’m getting old But you reap what you sow So I guess I’ll try sowing something new yeah I guess I’ll try something new I like to think that none of our suffering’s wasted But I just don’t know how to make something good out of this The sunsets in Phoenix they sure leave me breathless Didn’t think I would miss it Yeah who would've guessed that I’d be curled up in the fetal position, Sad, missing my parents and scared to go outside You know I tried Oh I like to think that none of our suffering’s wasted But I just don’t know how to make something good out of this There was an earthquake around here today Out in the ocean a few miles away And if it had been stronger Or gone on much longer Or been a bit closer I might not be singing today Somebody’s praying for me
6.
I Know 04:24
Yes I know what it's like From up here Yes I know what it's like From up here I hear the children say They want to grow up I hear them wondering What it'd be like But I know what it's like in this world To live your life like a lonely bird Yeah I know I know I know Yes I understand how they felt Because you see I'm still a child myself Yes I understand how they felt Because you see I'm still a child myself But I know what it's like in this world To live your life like a lonely bird To fly so high above the earth And never risk getting hurt Yeah I know I know I know Yeah I know Oh I know I know
7.
Too Sweet 04:47
Baby, It’s cold out Won’t you hold me close to you Baby, I’m scared You’re gonna learn to hate me soon Oh, and every time that you’re leaving I’m hoping you’ll be back in time for the weekend I’m sure you can see it in my eyes Yeah it’s always one more kiss before I can go home and you best believe Imma’ be checking my phone For that one last goodnight Oh, and it’s all too good to believe That we got this love it’s more than enough it’s more than I dreamed Oh, and the air’s too sweet to even breathe I’ve fallen in love I won’t give it up for anything Maybe, I can’t help it Wondering if you’re gonna leave It makes me crazy To even imagine Somebody loving you that isn’t me And I know that you told me I’m always your only And boy I believe it's just sometimes My mind gets the best of me It's still always one more kiss before I can go home and you best believe Imma’ be checking my phone For that one last goodnight Oh, and it’s all too good to believe That we got this love it’s more than enough it’s more than I dreamed Oh, and the air’s too sweet to even breathe I’ve fallen in love I won’t give it up For anything Say you love me and then I'll believe it Say you need me and I won't forget it Say you want me and maybe repeat it Say you love me and then I'll believe it oh Say you need me and I won't forget it Say you want me and maybe repeat it It’s all too good to believe Oh that we got this love It’s more than enough It’s more than I dreamed Oh, and the air’s too sweet to even breathe Oh I’ve fallen in love I won’t give it up for anything It’s all too good to believe Oh that we got this love It’s more than enough It’s more than I dreamed Oh, and the air’s too sweet to even breathe Oh I’ve fallen in love I won’t give it up for anything I've fallen in love I won't give it up It's here in my heart Pumping through my blood I've fallen in love I won't give it up For anything

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released January 11, 2019

Produced, recorded & mixed by Samuel Rosson

Mastered by Levi Seitz at Black Belt Mastering

Samuel Rosson drums and/or aux percussion (1, 2, 4, 5, 6), guitar (2, 5), bass (2, 3, 5, 6), mellotron (1, 3, 5, 6), piano (1, 6), vibraphone (3)

Matthew Durack guitar (1, 3, 4, 7)

Jack Burgess piano (5), vibraphone (2)

Christian Rich drums (3, 4)

Alex Hardison electric guitar (3)

Recorded at Wavelab in Tuscon, AZ (1,3,4,7) and

Hall of Justice in Seattle, WA (2, 5, 6)

Artwork by Debbie Geltner

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