Bashful

by Danielle Durack

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released January 11, 2019

Produced, recorded & mixed by Samuel Rosson

Mastered by Levi Seitz at Black Belt Mastering

Samuel Rosson drums and/or aux percussion (1, 2, 4, 5, 6), guitar (2, 5), bass (2, 3, 5, 6), mellotron (1, 3, 5, 6), piano (1, 6), vibraphone (3)

Matthew Durack guitar (1, 3, 4, 7)

Jack Burgess piano (5), vibraphone (2)

Christian Rich drums (3, 4)

Alex Hardison electric guitar (3)

Recorded at Wavelab in Tuscon, AZ (1,3,4,7) and

Hall of Justice in Seattle, WA (2, 5, 6)

Artwork by Debbie Geltner

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Track Name: Start
How do I start
How do I start
From the bottom

How do I start
How do I start
From the bottom

From where I stand
I can see it
I can see it
Out on the horizon
And when it's dark
I can feel it
Yeah I can feel it
It's in my heart

Where do I go
Now that I'm here
Oh it used to be so simple
It used to seem so clear

Then all at once
It faded out
And all the lies I chose
They were not my own

And now I know
It's not a game
You have to want it more than anything

And now I know
It's not a game
You have to want it more than anything at all

The stars in my eyes
They scare my mother
They make her wonder
How on earth I will survive

But all I know
Is it never mattered
One way or another
I'll make it by
Track Name: Sunshine
What to say to make it right
Walked away again last night
Trying to change
It's just taking time

You are the sun when I wake up in the morning
You're my strength when I got nothing to give
You are the reason I'm not afraid of living
Why I'm giving what I'm giving
Why I'm spending my days with you

Trying to stand with my head held high
Keeping in the light
But it's so easy to not feel so deserving
I guess I'll just keep trying

You are the sun when I wake up in the morning
You're my strength when I got nothing to give
You are the reason that I'm not afraid of dying
Why I'm choosing every moment to live

You're like sunshine and 75
Your brown eyes and your heavenly smile
Can't breathe when you're not around
You're holding me down
Yeah you're holding me down

You're like sunshine and 75
Your brown eyes and your heavenly smile
Can't breathe when you're not around
You're holding me down
Yeah you're holding me down

You are the sun when I wake up in the morning
You're my strength when I got nothing to give
You are the reason that I'm not afraid of dying
Why I'm choosing every moment to live
Track Name: Hold My Heart
I'm sure you noticed I can’t do without
I'm sure you noticed I get anxious when you’re not around
God knows I told you bout the nightmares
God knows that was a mistake
I really don’t want you believing that you’re everything to me

I took your words and wrapped them round my heart
Never questioned your intentions
I just opened right up
I gave you everything from the very start
Maybe too much, too much comfort
When she broke your heart

Oh you know just what to say
To make my knees collapse
Yeah those pleading eyes
Will have me running right back
Don’t know how many times that
You’ve torn me apart
You never cared
You’ve never known
How to hold my heart

It’s so pathetic
God, there’s so much shame
How I can sit here wanting more after feeling this way
And you don’t see no problem
Don’t think it’s worth your time
Maybe one day I’ll find someone
With a love like mine

Oh you know just what to say
to make my knees collapse
Yeah those pleading eyes
will have me running right back
Don’t know how many times that
You’ve torn me apart
You never cared
You’ve never known
How to hold my heart

So say the words that will make this better
Make all your promises that hold no water
If I give you the chance
I’ll lose all your respect
If I give you the chance
It’ll happen again

You might have noticed I won’t go without
I’ve worked too hard to love myself
To sit here and let you put me down
I gave forgiveness maybe one too many shots
I wish you cared
I wish you knew
how to hold

My heart
Track Name: Last Summer
Summer as it stands
it’s just slipping through my fingers
All despite my steady hands
I still couldn’t seem to keep her
And the more I think about it
The less I really want it around

Summer as it stands
It’s just burning me all over
I’ve come to terms with who I am
I just don’t know if I like her
Yeah the one I’d like to be
Seems forever out of reach

Well I’ve forgotten
Where I started
And I've lost all sense of hope
Can’t seem to remember
How I got here
But I've made it back before
How is it possible that I lost it all
So early on

I don’t want to lose it all
I don’t want to lose my heart

Summer as it stands
It’s been bringing out the fault lines
It gets harder to pretend
With every single day that goes by
And the lines on her face
Hardly make it any easier to stay

Oh, summer as it stands
It’s been ripping us apart
I'm still learning every day
How to mend your broken heart
Oh but you’re gonna make it I know that you’ll take it
And make it so beautiful


Well I’ve forgotten
Where I started
And I've lost all sense of hope
Can’t seem to remember
How I got here
But I've made it back before
How is it possible that I lost it all
So early on

I don’t want to lose it all
I don’t want to lose my heart

I just gotta wind down
Remember why I started
Maybe a hole in the ground
Or just a space in the closet

Cause if it’s not one thing
It’s another
And if it’s one thing
There’s still another
God I can’t pull myself together
Being pulled in all directions
Oh I can make it
A little longer
Oh I’m a fighter
Not a goner
Oh no one said that this life would be easy
But I’m gonna make it as long as it takes me

Well I’ve forgotten
Where I started
And I've lost all sense of hope
Can’t seem to remember
How I got here
But I've made it back before
How is it possible that I lost it all
So early on

I don’t want to lose it all
I don’t want to lose my heart
Track Name: Something Good
I woke from a dream where I lost all my teeth
I don’t know what it means but it had me feeling

Like something was there on the tip of my tongue
Like some words of communion
I wish I remembered them

I think it was important

I’m always so anxious so passive aggressive
Wish I could just live with the things that have happened
But they’ll take their toll, oh, and I’m getting old
But you reap what you sow
So I guess I’ll try sowing something new

yeah I guess I’ll try something new

I like to think that none of our suffering’s wasted
But I just don’t know how to make something good out of this

The sunsets in Phoenix they sure leave me breathless
Didn’t think I would miss it
Yeah who would've guessed that
I’d be curled up in the fetal position,
Sad, missing my parents and scared to go outside

You know I tried

Oh I like to think that none of our suffering’s wasted
But I just don’t know how to make something good out of this

There was an earthquake around here today
Out in the ocean a few miles away
And if it had been stronger
Or gone on much longer
Or been a bit closer
I might not be singing today

Somebody’s praying for me
Track Name: I Know
Yes I know what it's like
From up here
Yes I know what it's like
From up here

I hear the children say
They want to grow up
I hear them wondering
What it'd be like

But I know what it's like in this world
To live your life like a lonely bird
Yeah I know
I know
I know

Yes I understand how they felt
Because you see
I'm still a child myself

Yes I understand how they felt
Because you see
I'm still a child myself

But I know what it's like in this world
To live your life like a lonely bird
To fly so high above the earth
And never risk getting hurt
Yeah I know
I know
I know

Yeah I know
Oh I know
I know
Track Name: Too Sweet
Baby, It’s cold out
Won’t you hold me close to you
Baby, I’m scared
You’re gonna learn to hate me soon

Oh, and every time that you’re leaving
I’m hoping you’ll be back in time for the weekend
I’m sure you can see it in my eyes
Yeah it’s always one more kiss before I can go home
and you best believe Imma’ be checking my phone
For that one last goodnight

Oh, and it’s all too good to believe
That we got this love
it’s more than enough
it’s more than I dreamed
Oh, and the air’s too sweet to even breathe
I’ve fallen in love
I won’t give it up
for anything

Maybe, I can’t help it
Wondering if you’re gonna leave
It makes me crazy
To even imagine
Somebody loving you that isn’t me

And I know that you told me
I’m always your only
And boy I believe it's just sometimes
My mind gets the best of me
It's still always one more kiss before I can go home
and you best believe Imma’ be checking my phone
For that one last goodnight

Oh, and it’s all too good to believe
That we got this love
it’s more than enough
it’s more than I dreamed
Oh, and the air’s too sweet to even breathe
I’ve fallen in love
I won’t give it up
For anything

Say you love me and then I'll believe it
Say you need me and I won't forget it
Say you want me and maybe repeat it

Say you love me and then I'll believe it oh
Say you need me and I won't forget it
Say you want me and maybe repeat it

It’s all too good to believe
Oh that we got this love
It’s more than enough
It’s more than I dreamed
Oh, and the air’s too sweet to even breathe
Oh I’ve fallen in love
I won’t give it up
for anything

It’s all too good to believe
Oh that we got this love
It’s more than enough
It’s more than I dreamed
Oh, and the air’s too sweet to even breathe
Oh I’ve fallen in love
I won’t give it up
for anything

I've fallen in love
I won't give it up
It's here in my heart
Pumping through my blood
I've fallen in love
I won't give it up
For anything

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